Giggles and Pain

So last week I was on the computer and I heard Braylen and my mom. She had him laughing and not just a giggle he was cracking up. It was the cutest thing. I tried to put the video up but every time I try, it stops in the middle and wont finish. I also tried to put up a video up of him talking to my mom but it does the same thing.

Monday night I had pains in my stomach and I new exactly what it was. It was my gal bladder. Usually the attacks go away within to hours but this one wouldn't go away. So I went to the hospital at 1:30 am. I told them I new it was my gal bladder because I was told when I was pregnant that I had them during an ultrasound. Finally at 6 o'clock in the morning they told me I was going to have it removed that day. Then I saw the surgeon and he told me not today but eventually. They admitted me to keep me under observation. Later that day the surgeon came back and told me if I wanted I could have it removed tomorrow or schedule it for another day. I wanted it out as soon as possible, so I had surgery on Wednesday.

Being in the hospital I hadn't seen Braylen since Tuesday morning and it was killing me. I got home Thursday afternoon but even though I'm home I still cant hold Braylen. I want to cry because it hurts so bad if I try. So I cant hold him, play with him or anything. If I feed him I have to lay him in my lap but it's not the same. These next two weeks are going to be so hard on me not being able to do anything for my son.